well, i just had jaw surgery a week ago.
today zaid came over and he wanted to see the pictures my dad took when he came and visited me at the hopsital. i took a couple pictures the day before my surgery with melanie and monica where we hanged out at markville for the day and then went over to my house.
as i was flipping through the pictures, i was staring at my old face.
i really miss it. maybe it's because my face is all swollen up and i think my nose looks weird.
it probably does because when they did the surgery they shifted my upper jaw a bit forward and my bottom jaw a bit back so it can balance out HENCE the nose probably came out a bit.
i swear, my nose was like a button and the bridge, there isn't any, so i think my nose will look even more flat or disproportionate.
not only i'm afraid of my nose, i'm afraid i won't like my new face.
i don't know if my nose is swollen or it's the size it's supposed to be right now. D:
i'm sortof freaking out or a tad regretting on having the surgery.
right before my surgery my surgeon showed me these "estimated" sideprofile picture of me of how my face'll look like after the surgery. when i saw it i shit you not i didn't really like it, either it was because im really used to seeing my underbite or i thought it was weird :(
i don't know what to do. well the only thing i can do is wait til the healing is gone and DEAL WITH IT.
i've lived with an underbite 18 years of my life. i can't do anything about it now but rock the face i've decided to have.
the benefits of having the jawsurgery, I CAN FINALLY EAT PROPERLY.
hopefully my dimples aren't gone. if so. sad for life! :(
i should stop whining. i would go smile instead but again, i CAN'T or it'll hurt :(
boo recovery. i'll blog about my recovery after.
later days.
THE NEXT DAY,
soooo, i went to my surgeon today in the morning for a check up.
my face is just all swollen. he told me to stop looking at my face and thinking this is how it'll look like,
i have to wait for the 6th week and compare it to now cuz that's the HUGE difference.
i can't wait. i dont' want to look like a plumpkin anymore :(
and if my nose ends up looking like the way it does, after he said it's not...
somebody's going to get a hurt REAL bad.
today zaid came over and he wanted to see the pictures my dad took when he came and visited me at the hopsital. i took a couple pictures the day before my surgery with melanie and monica where we hanged out at markville for the day and then went over to my house.
as i was flipping through the pictures, i was staring at my old face.
i really miss it. maybe it's because my face is all swollen up and i think my nose looks weird.
it probably does because when they did the surgery they shifted my upper jaw a bit forward and my bottom jaw a bit back so it can balance out HENCE the nose probably came out a bit.
i swear, my nose was like a button and the bridge, there isn't any, so i think my nose will look even more flat or disproportionate.
not only i'm afraid of my nose, i'm afraid i won't like my new face.
i don't know if my nose is swollen or it's the size it's supposed to be right now. D:
i'm sortof freaking out or a tad regretting on having the surgery.
right before my surgery my surgeon showed me these "estimated" sideprofile picture of me of how my face'll look like after the surgery. when i saw it i shit you not i didn't really like it, either it was because im really used to seeing my underbite or i thought it was weird :(
i don't know what to do. well the only thing i can do is wait til the healing is gone and DEAL WITH IT.
i've lived with an underbite 18 years of my life. i can't do anything about it now but rock the face i've decided to have.
the benefits of having the jawsurgery, I CAN FINALLY EAT PROPERLY.
hopefully my dimples aren't gone. if so. sad for life! :(
i should stop whining. i would go smile instead but again, i CAN'T or it'll hurt :(
boo recovery. i'll blog about my recovery after.
later days.
THE NEXT DAY,
soooo, i went to my surgeon today in the morning for a check up.
my face is just all swollen. he told me to stop looking at my face and thinking this is how it'll look like,
i have to wait for the 6th week and compare it to now cuz that's the HUGE difference.
i can't wait. i dont' want to look like a plumpkin anymore :(
and if my nose ends up looking like the way it does, after he said it's not...
somebody's going to get a hurt REAL bad.
